Tabula Rasa

who says im on the blank state? well...i do...sometimes. it's like enjoying a cup of coffee. sip and be overwhelmed, then suddenly realize it's gone. i enjoyed it. it's what i'm doing right now. trance. just staring at a blank space.  thinking minus the consciousness. a blessing. a curse. joy plus sadness. mixed with envy. to whom? to them. they get what they want. success. career. love. it can't be helped. they deserve it. 'coz they are too damn perfect. ditch the trance. they trash "nothing". replace it with "everything". they move. animated. full of positive aura. they expect less but receive more. they can love more. he gets what he wants. the priestess is in his possession. i'm not the green-eyed monster. i shouldn't digest jealousy. it's just that..."unfair" is on my side. they have everything. i'm nothing. just a lost memory of a coffee. the "unconsciousness". the has-never-been-thought-of. an empty space. tabula rasa.

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[Krizzy]

i like it kuya ralph...

tabula rasa heeeh